These past few days, a test was handed to us by teacher life. Something that shook us yet composed us in a way that it's all intact. It was a difficult test which we almost failed because it involves other people. Fortunately, my significant other and I passed it all and got a passing mark in the end.
My relationship with my significant other has been put to a test (a lot difficult than the last one). It didn't involve lame excuses this time. However, it involved other people who I barely knew. It shook the best of what we had that time and I could say that it almost put an end to the chapter of the book we both are currently sharing, as well as, writing. Ooops...I know you're quite intrigued about this issue, but I would rather not tell because I think it's best to bury it all in the past. After all, my significant other and I are currently moving on from that issue.
It's nice to know that jealousy didn't overrule our love for each other. Lucky for me that he's in love with me and would go an extra mile just to keep me. I love knowing that and I also love seeing him prove it all to me. It's not that I, myself, am putting some so-called test to prove my worth to him, but it's way too obvious and needless to say, I don't need to do that anymore. Why? It's because everything is laid out in front of me. I know right from the very start he loves me and will always love me till hell gives a chill.
Right now, everything runs smoothly between us. We are, again, patching things up and filling in the holes that were made during those days of thorns. I am happy to know that we're slowly getting back to the normal pace of our relationship - focused and very determined to share a life and love together for the rest of our lives.
Yes, you didn't get me wrong. We are focused and very determined to have a future together. In fact, we already have planned things out. We'll work abroad, build a house, and buy a car. If everything is satisfied, then, a higher kind of relationship shall take place but if one thing is missing, we'll remain this way. We both agreed that if we can't be stable, we can't reach the higher level which both of us look upon in the near future. That is why, as of now, we're both busy building our own careers.
i don't wanna go...i don't wanna leave...so i'll stay the rest of my life.
i thought it's going to break. i though it's going to fall apart; it's nice to know it's glued still. Yeah, I really thought our relationship had come at the end of the line. Luckily, it didn't. We're still together now and seems like nothing has happened. He must have really loved me for in the end, he still accepted me as me, understood and loved my flaws.
After we had that fight, where I thought it's going to break, my significant other and I talked. Yeah, he was hurt and for a moment didn't know if he's still going to believe me. But at the end, he confessed that he can't afford to lose me. (lucky me!) He told me he loves me still and nothing has changed. He still won't leave me just because of that lame lie. His love for me is enough for him to stay and accept the consequences that lies ahead. Quite mushy, eh? Well, maybe that's just how love works. It's mushy but it somehow makes me happy. =)
Recently, we're patching things up and making it work again. Honestly, everything that happens in our relationship is all my fault. Why? Let's just say I'm a brat to him. He gives me what I want, follow everything I say (that is, if it's reasonable), understands me, never complains if I'm in a worst mood ever, and loves me for who I am and who I am not. But, he also scolds me especially when I go beyond the limit, tries to educate me on the value of money, helping me save and corrects me in every mistake I commit. In short, he somehow disciplines me and helps me to think maturely. haha!
I can't believe my mom actually told almost everyone about this blog (yes, you...i know my mom told you to visit this site and read what i have to write..hehe)! She recently told me that she told her friends, co-employee, my relatives, etc about it. aaaaahhhhhhh!!! What a great way to kill myself for embarrassment!haha! Anyway, if you love to read my blog, be my guest. Welcome to my little "writing" world. And Ma, I know you're proud of me, but you're killing me with embarrassment...hahaha! Thanks a lot for supporting my blog, Ma!
i have been writing for years right now. blogging has become my hobby. yet, for years in blogging, something unexpected happened. just this morning, my mom told me that she read my blog postings (blushing). errr! i didn't expect she would come across my blog for i didn't even tell my friends about it. it's somehow personal, but, guess what? it's not anymore. hahaha! but then again, it's okay. at least, in a way i can ease her boredom away. hehe!
it's friday evening, thank god! work has become a bit stressful this week knowing that i should beat the deadlines and satisfy the needs of every client i have. that's why, i love friday because by saturday, i can wake up as late as i want to. stay in bed, eat and be lazy for two days.
i am just an ordinary girl experiencing what other people, like you, are experiencing. i have enjoyed the heartfelt laughter, the tears of sorrow and grief, and have embraced life the moment i have realized that life is indeed very difficult to master.
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